ANGELICISM

this text is from an event called dummy where i did a live reading performance as a presentation 

of a 3 hour brain wash movie by angelecism01. (the honor levy cut NOT the 10 hour andy warhol cut)

i was in paris and they called me a street psycho analyst. they called me a bimbo too. 

i play the role you want me to be. i am an internet character. i am fictional af

i am a gay man and an american girl. your nihilist poet. i am everything but real while everything is real. 

i’m valerie solalas and andy warhol at the same time. i’m the statement on your t-shirt. a red flag. 

your guardian angel. i am artificial angelic intelligence. i’m an algorythm of your desires, 

your interesting bitch face, and i love you so much. 

sigmund freud analyse this:

high heels, big lips. K Dot heads spiraling, a girl sippin on some lean cus lol Heaven’s Gate awaits all. 

lets have some fun this beat is sick. are these girls biohacking as we speak?

dancefloor. sexy smiles, dead names. angels. american flags. they them too many men. 

Oedipus, Silly bois. high heels. big lips. get in loser, lets get that facial deconstruction 

its only fashion week 40 times a year. 

my friends are blacked out, but i remember everything from a party. i’m a memory card, your freudian algorythm.

I’m streaming you, you’re LIVE. you watch me walk, i watch you talk. i wait for the vibe to shift.

i’ve been waiting to say this, i’ve been waiting to say: HEAVEN

this world is ending. there’s no time for bullshit. OOPS who called the vibe shift? 

paradise is a vibe without shift. angelisism. rest in peace. reclaim problematic. OOPS i did it again. 

i get into a cab. doom scrolling. i wanna go to heaven.
the motherbeat is pounding from the car engine while the radio is twitching in my ears. 

an angelic voice is whispering and i cant help but wonder: is angelisism the disjunction between cinematic experience and cinematic theory?

i close my eyes and think to myself: suck my dick in heaven, bitch. 

the next day

i wake up in the morning feeling like self pity

i feel the rumble of doomsday and put on my night gown for the day

wearing glitter and wearing black

cus when i leave for the night - i aint coming back.

the lights of the city are turning on, Chaplin's old film,

angelisism is the answer you will never find

in this small cinema full of ppl anticipating watching the world turning red.

BIG BANG. DISTINXION BUT MAKE IT SEXY. 

even this city has its sex appeal.

a jungle for sleeping children and night addicts who climb the roofs.

its the guardian angels for me. lol it’s a city of angels.

Behind all these neon signs,

are battles and destinies of woes and pain

anyway, we love the city.

i am a freelancer, street sweeper, boxer, rich man looking for an angel.
i am artificial angelic intelligence. i’m an algorythm of your desires, 
your interesting bitch face, and i love you so much. 

i think of machines and of bombs and war

BANG everything will be over before we know it. 

TIK TOK ON THE CLOCK-.

keep scrolling baby, cus doomsday? thats inevitable

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burn it to the ground. THATS HOT.

SEX APPEAL, blue energy, blind instinct. Wilhelm Reich. 

Distinxion will come before we know it.  

come into the group chat, disappear with us 

A rivet in a huge and tough lottery,

Who hits bottom, who goes overboard? 

are there really any winners in a world thats gonna end? 

angelisism is to be found only in the rare places. 

old cinemas, parties and roof tops. 

if you say JUMP i say HOW HIGH? 

spread your demonic wings and fly.

cus fates decay, but the metropolis grows.

anyway, we love the city.

nothing can restore sight of the blind if they refuse to see.

it’s no coincidence that you are sitting right here with me..

if you cant see, you wont see, but i am telling you: angels walk this earth.

we’re gathered here tonight to celebrate the mystery of cinema and share our love for the internet. 

we’re gathered here tonight for the birth of dummy.this is the mystery of cinema.
film 01. angelsism. new york city. their identity remains unknown. 

UNREAL but everything is real. nobody leaves angelicism - you can come back but not all the way. 

film 01 is THE TENSION BETWEEN EXTINSION AND EXPANSION. 

it’s giving pop the glock and there’s goitta be more to life at the same time. 

i have no idea what this is film is gonna give you but its certainly more than nothing. 

we’re gathered here tonight to unravel the mystery of angelisism. 

fall in love before all life ends without you 

you are the only one to understand what i mean when i say 

there’s gotta more to life 

angels, enjoy this movie and go fly

xoxo bella sky high